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I just want to take a few moments to talk with you about my story.  (posted 07/2011)

April 2011 my oldest son took his own life in a most devastating way that we could not even see him to say good bye. My sons young life and mine when I was younger until recently, have mirrored each other in many ways.
We both have suffered physical and mental abuse, drug use and deep depression.
I thank the Lord that he strengthened our family at this time in and has given us peace. I want to give God all the glory, honor, praise and adoration. The Lord knows what state of mind I was in over a year ago. I was so uneasy, so troubled in my heart, so restless in my Spirit. But I just want to thank God today, because the Lord has done for me that which I thought was impossible.


My family and friends brought me back to God and I said “How can I go back to God now after all I have done?”

Who am I? 
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.

For me it was about surrendering my life back to God. It was about trusting. Trusting completely in the Lord. Trusting that my God could do for me what I could not do for myself.  And in that moment, I surrendered.  Now, surrender isn't about giving up.  It's about giving in.  If I had given up, I could have killed myself.  That would have been easy.  But I gave in and I said, "Okay, I'm done.  Have me."  I'm here despite everything that happened because I was opened and ready to be melded and molded and changed in every aspect of my being.  Now, I'm still a flawed human being, we all sin. And as I said earlier, we never know what Gods plan is for us. We may not know why at the time that we are going through the struggles we are called to endure but I believe I was brought to bring this message today.

I made the choice to let go of despair and embrace hope for my life. You can do the same thing. That is the comfort and joy of the Lord. You can embrace peace for your life. Do not let anyone rob you of hope. You deserve a peaceful, joyful life. You deserve to be loved and cherished. You deserve for the pain to stop! There is hope.


We pray for blessings, We pray for peace, Comfort for family, protection while we sleep
We pray for healing, for prosperity, We pray for Your mighty hand to ease our suffering
All the while, You hear each spoken need Yet love us way too much to give us lesser things

Be strong and courageous. Do not fear or be in dread of them, for it is the Lord your God who goes with you. He will not leave you or forsake you.”
Deuteronomy 31:6 ESV /
It is the Lord who goes before you. He will be with you; he will not leave you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed.”
Deuteronomy 31:8 ESV 

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With Love In Christ,

In Remembrance of Justin~Today and always

Jesus Loves you NO Matter What
 See the Love he Has for you?
In Christ alone my hope is found
He is my light, my strength, my song
This Cornerstone, this solid ground
Firm through the fiercest drought and storm
What heights of love, what depths of peace
When fears are stilled, when strivings cease
My Comforter, my All in All
Here in the love of Christ I stand

In Christ alone, who took on flesh
Fullness of God in helpless babe
This gift of love and righteousness
Scorned by the ones He came to save
'Til on that cross as Jesus died
The wrath of God was satisfied
For every sin on Him was laid
Here in the death of Christ I live

Wont you Love Him too?

There in the ground His body lay
Light of the world by darkness slain
Then bursting forth in glorious Day
Up from the grave He rose again
And as He stands in victory
Sin's curse has lost its grip on me
For I am His and He is mine
Bought with the precious blood of Christ

No guilt of life, no fear in death
This is the power of Christ in me
From life's first cry to final breath
Jesus commands my destiny
No power of hell, no scheme of man
Can ever pluck me from His hand
'til He returns or calls me home
Here in the power of Christ I'll stand

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